Tonight, I'm all alone again...
Somehow I think it is fate after all...2 person that I think I can call out by chance can't come out as one in home and one have club activities...
Once a person is staying too long in the darkness, it is very very hard to drag him out of the darkness...Atleast for me this is the case...But well atleast those who have commit suicide I think I'm the same as them too...Is just that I havn't reach that stage...YET...(Wonder when is my turn eh?)
I think this is the 1000th time I wonder what am I doing in this world...Instead of become non-existence at all I drinking Honey Dew Ice-Blended all alone in HB3...What on earth I am doing? Guess I afraid of God after all...Since killing myself will just end up in the Hell forever after I die...But I have wonder...Will the life in Hell be worse of what I am suffering in this world now? It is I think but...I just can't resist all this anymore...
Seeing my room mate with his GF...Well...One of the reason why I have time to type this post again...As I have bed but I can't sleep...(Coz he and his GF locked themself up in the room don know do what...@#!?#$#$?!)
I think I'm afraid of Light now...As Light is the oppose of Darkness...I won't mind if I am a Heartless...But...Can a human become a Heartless? If by chance anybody know a way of how plz don hesitate to tell me plz!
Somehow I think it is fate after all...2 person that I think I can call out by chance can't come out as one in home and one have club activities...
Once a person is staying too long in the darkness, it is very very hard to drag him out of the darkness...Atleast for me this is the case...But well atleast those who have commit suicide I think I'm the same as them too...Is just that I havn't reach that stage...YET...(Wonder when is my turn eh?)
I think this is the 1000th time I wonder what am I doing in this world...Instead of become non-existence at all I drinking Honey Dew Ice-Blended all alone in HB3...What on earth I am doing? Guess I afraid of God after all...Since killing myself will just end up in the Hell forever after I die...But I have wonder...Will the life in Hell be worse of what I am suffering in this world now? It is I think but...I just can't resist all this anymore...
Seeing my room mate with his GF...Well...One of the reason why I have time to type this post again...As I have bed but I can't sleep...(Coz he and his GF locked themself up in the room don know do what...@#!?#$#$?!)
I think I'm afraid of Light now...As Light is the oppose of Darkness...I won't mind if I am a Heartless...But...Can a human become a Heartless? If by chance anybody know a way of how plz don hesitate to tell me plz!
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