21/10/2009

Such a long time...Didn't come to my garden...

One of the reason is...I'm not that want to write anymore...

How's my life? As usual, worse than before...This sem I scare I will fail some of my subjects...

If everything going as God planned, soon I'll not exist anymore...Atleast with most of my friends...

See her photos...Seeing her smile...Don't know why my heart still pain...Tears still want to come out...Even after all these years...

Once the past won't forgive you, you are destined to be in the past forever...

Till now...I'm still asking God why am I suppose to be exist in this world? Just to show that how bad a people like me should be so that it can show the good of other people?

If I'm not exist...My parents won't be so headache...
If I'm not exist...All my friends will more happier...
If I'm not exist...This world will be less nuisance, less trash...
If I'm not exist...All the people in this world won't be hurt by me...
If I'm not exist...I no need to feel all this...

If I'm not exist...I believe this world will be better without me...